I always find myself watching play-off matches at this time of year that I actually have no interest in at all.
Take Leeds and Carlisle last night - I don't actually care which side goes up, and I'm not really sure why I bothered to watch it.
Then it dawned on me.
I am sure I'm not alone but in a cold-hearted, thoughtless way, I guess I watched to see the fans go through hell. The second legs are even better for this, and when it comes to penalties, it's great to watch - not to cheer anyone on, just to see which loser is pictured live on TV in tears!